Am i sad? feeling fine? mad? very sad? I don't know.

Problems arise one after another. Heartbreaks, emotions gone wild and couldn't control it.
Mannn, I sound like some saddist.

Shouldn't live in denial, irah. shouldn't.

What I need from You now is...

What's left when GD is gone?
EXACTLY WHEN WILL THE REAL VERDICT COMES?
what did he do wrong? WHY ARE THE PROSECUTORS EVEN INVESTIGATING ON A PERFORMANCE WHICH IS ARTS ? WHY MUST ARTS BE JUDGED?

FUCKYOU, PROSECUTORS!

Never did I know you were someone I would want to treasure. I thought it was something or rather a temporary feeling towards you as you were very nice to me few months back. I thought I could leave it all behind and focus on what I'm working on now but little did I know you were one of the things that I have in mind all day long.

Chocolate.
I dug it out from the bin after my sis accidentally threw it away. Why go thru all the digging? Cause it's from you..

Chocolate, is the only thing I have left from you. It's smashed, and too disgusting to eat. But I kept it intact. Never placed it outside before but to my surprise, the chocolate was just next to me at night while I was lying down 2 days back. It shocked me because there are no possibilities that the chocolate dropped from somewhere..

It saddens me to know you're also one of them who hurt me. One after another.
Alot.

No trust among the decos in school life -

No time to settle down in school. No time to fit in into the new group of classmates. Lessons started proper on the second day and Coach programme already started this week. I've been dozing of in class towards the end of the day.. Fatigue.

A new environment for me which is pretty hard to blend in. I'm used to the old environment which I am very comfortable in. Accepted the fact that it's for our own good, I tried to make things work for me. But no, the pressure is ON me. Knowing that I've been placed in that class, I have to work extra extra hard. But looking at all my classmates, this class is waayyy out of my league. Definitely the weakest link and I'm starting to think that the school made a wrong choice by wanting to help me. O Levels was just something I hope. Never have I seen myself actually sitting in class, working to that common goal the whole class is heading for. Now, finally I can use the word pressure cause seriously this IS one.

I definitely need a slower pace. Cause this push I'm getting from 5N1, is just bringing me down.
Teachers, reconsider...

Shine a light.
People starts to give me a proper attention the minute they were told I have got no mood.
Irah, why? I'm here for you - wow, it's a major surprise to hear that coming from you.
why babe? share please - another..
what happened hunn? - another one..

All these came from the guys.. weird.
Thanks anyway..


It's friday tomorrow, I wanna wrap the week up alr.

Further updates on GD's prosecution.

VIPs, continue with the Petition! We've got to save our Ji Yong. Ji yong can never serve 1 year or less in Jail and $5,000 in fine.

I actually can't think straight after knowing things have gotten this hard and waaaaaaay to complicated. Despite the fact that indecency took place, I don't think Ji Yong deserve the sentences.

JIYONG OPPA! SARANGHAE! must be very hard on your part.. Hais..

Besides this......
My baby got fatter alr. Ah baby so chubby! (:

anddd on a happier note which I should not have one cause of all these, I've got my LG CRYSTAL BABYYYY (: and Big bang goodies worth $31 of my money WHICH I SHOULDNT TOUCH AT ALL!

the plan was just to get 2 phone chains to complete my new phone, but there was so many big bang items that I wish I cna have all. Seungri's socks, big bang's file, more calender etc. In the end, I got myself two phone chains, big bang REMEMBER note book and 2010 calender which depicts their picture on everyyyy pageee (:

ok school suck in some way and awesome in another.
whatever rocks your sampan.

ok still, im upset.

Sister bought Iphone yesterday, her less than 3 month Samsung Preston was given to brother.
Her Creative Zen is given to me :D

Now, I don't need such a big  memory card for Lg crystal. seppp duet.
OK BYEEE.

SCHOOL!

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Big Bang will return this summer to the Kpop music industry.



YG Entertainment’s chief executive/founder, Yang Hyun Suk had a phone call with Star News last December 31st in which he said, “Big Bang will return with a new album in mid-2010, they will release a new full album in Korea this summer.” he said.


It’s been a long time since Big Bang released an album as a whole. Their last album was in November 2008, and ever since they’ve been working in Japan and on their solo activities.

However, Big Bang will focus on Japanese activities for the first half of 2010.


YG said, “On December 30 at the 51st Japan Record Awards, Big Bang won the ‘Best Newcomer Award’ due to this big recognition in Japan, Japanese music officials and fans have a lot of expectations from Big Bang for 2010, for this reason Big Bang will focus on activities in Japan for the first half of 2010.”


Also, “For the Korean fans waiting for Big Bang, Daesung will debut with his solo album next year as well as TOP.” YG said.


According to Yang Hyun Suk early next year, Taeyang’s solo album will be released offline. After that Daesung will release his solo album for which he is currently recording and producing right now. Seungri and TOP will also release a digital single or mini album for the fans.


In addition, Korean fans will be able to enjoy three Big Bang concerts starting January 29th to January 31st at the Seoul’s Olympic Stadium

OHMYGOD :D Double happiness!
SEUNGRI, PLEASE A SOLO ALBUM! FINALLY, BIG BANG IS BACKKK.
coming back la... haha!
 
OMG HHAPPINESS. HAPINESS!

Read this :

Exclusive five-member male group Big Bang had their tickets for their first out of three concerts, sold out in just 5 minutes. On December 29th tickets for YG Entertainment’s Big Bang “Big Show” concert started selling and according to the online shopping site G Market that was selling them, this Big Show 2010 concert sold a total of 12,000 seats in just 5 minutes.

As soon as the tickets were out about 15 million people accessed the site simultaneously in order to get their hands on some tickets.

Big Bang’s “Big Show 2010” concert filled with exclusive performances will be held at the Seoul’s Olympic Stadium starting on January 29th to January 31st.




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My boys flew to Japan on the 30th to attend 51st Japan Awards and was nominated Rookie/new artist award which they won!  Congrats boys! I love how Japanese pronounce Big bang. Big ke BHANGG.
HAHAHA.
HIPHIPHOORAY to my boys. Put up a good show and take care of our maknae okay? See you at the concert, in Youtube :( Indeed this blog is like a website alr, especially with the new blogskin. Didn't know that people still do have the craze to do BB's skin. And thanks to best teman for the editings and thanks to me for putting up Big bang all over -.-  Yeah, ain't sick of it.

I don't seem to get it about why YG entertainment promotes GD more than Big bang themselves. GD is everywhere. Solo album, solo artist, collaboration with artists and so on. He even got accused for plagiarism and as well as what happened to him during his first solo concert. Seriously, blame those kids who showed up at his concert. I SERIOUSLY think they enjoyed the bed scene rather than wanting him to get into trouble. Ah, whats up, korea?

Well, maybe because GD and Taeyang have been in the company for longer years than other members. TOP is featuring in a new Movie right after IRIS, which was also another controversy. Netizens claimed that his role in the IRIS is redundant and the only reason that he was featured in IRIS was to attract teen viewers.
I don't get it why my boys are being treated this way...

I see Anti YG lately.

nevertheless, VIPs love for hyungs will never fade!
GD, TAEYANG, TOP, SEUNGRI, DAESUNG! HWAITING!

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I'm waiting for my colleagues to upload the pictures taken prior and the closing day. I've officially resigned from Delifrance, so did most of my part time colleagues. It hurts me to see a number of them tearing up, especially Auntie Muihoon and Mdm NgSim. Not forgetting dear Managers, Kak Noor and Kak Dyla. The farewell session after the feasting in our own Outlet was the best. Sad but happening. Everyone seemed to have bonded real well within the longest working period, about 3months for most of them.

Things weren't good for me at home today. As I were crying earlier on, I wanted to go to work. To meet my colleagues, my managers, my WW members. I realised how much time I've spent with them during my hols and not at home and others. I realised that I've been close with new people within months. Im already starting to miss Filiana and A.izzaty to the max. Only god knows how much fun and laughters we shared all these while.Working at Np's Deli wasn't a mistake.

School books, School shoes, school bag not yet bought. How to go to school this Monday?!!? I have no idea. Perhaps postpone everything till pays in. I was thinking to do something about my hair and maybe pamper myself with a Nike school shoe, and a simple Jansport. But ah, most propably getting school books with my own money.. Sigh. Gaji 4 ribu takper.

On a happier note, I'm just a few days away from LG CRYSTAL! Despite me in need of cash for school, hell no I'm gonna give crystal a miss. ^^,

That's about it.




Anyhoos. Happy 2010 to everyone. God bless everyone.